so...today randomly screaming/singing/dancing/spazzin out in my yard i realized something...which is weird cuz mostly people dont have their brilliant moments of realization when their wiggin out in the grass...but i realized...that if i could change anything in my life, i wouldnt.

not because i love everything, there are SO many things in life that are terrible...but because of chain reactions. exmpl: if you didnt do THIS then THAT wouldnt happen, and if THAT didnt happen then THIS wouldnt happen...and you end up either a big boring blob of nothingness, or a big blob of terrible. human beings crave conflict. i wouldnt say we necissarily LIKE it, but we NEED it...especially in the big picture