"you...could learn to love the waves...smile n everyday. you...could learn to love the change..." -Waves, by Luc andd the lovingtons, a band i've recently discovered the album of, and is pretty good. this particular quote, is a line from the chorus of my favorite song of theirs...and i've been thinking about it.

one of the middle verses refers to negativity drown by the thinking that it'll pass, (the waves) and other bits are refering just to change in general (change, duh) and while i love this advice and give it to people all the time...i realize it doesnt actually help me very much, due to the fact that i love the waves and change too much for my own good. im not directing this blog at anyone in particular, or even expect anyone to read it as previous comments on what i've written here have been "you actually expect someone to read this?" which i dont. i pretty much am just thinking out loud.

so what if a persons problem ISNT learning to cope with changes in life, but that they have a BURRNING desire for more waves in their life? so much in fact to the point where they make dumb, or pointless, occasionally harmful decisions? i've pretty much mastered that. so far nothing i've done has caused damage, but its only a matter of time.

people talk and talk about dealing with the curveballs life throws at you...but it seems like the life in my life has a broken arm or something cuz it feels like im tackleing the pitcher for the ball at the moment.

c'mon! give me some waves to surf on!